[Verse 1]

I let the alcohol flow, down my throat

Like a river of regret in which I float

On a raft, not a boat, cause i crafted, what I know

All the actions, that I chose, it provoked

The rapids and waterfalls we endured

It’s as if it was backwards cause I was sure

It felt like I was going against the current and never turned

The weather furnished my pain, worsened, I let it pour

But you swam to shore, and called it quits

In the midst of calm waters, you wanted to stir up arguments

Regarding shit upstream that we had past

I see at last why you wanted to leave, you believed I had

Hidden intent, to ditch you when we had hit against

A boulder, then push you off my shoulder to go and swim again

Use it as an excuse to leave but it was you and me

Until we hit the ocean but emotions caused new debree

[Chorus]

Now I’m driftin’

Yeah I’m driftin’

Get high – myself, drunk – myself

Cause really there’s nothing else, cause nothing helps

Yeah bitch, you’re killin me

Yeah bitch, you’re killin me

Killin’ me softly, yeah I guess that it cost me

I just wanted to come and say I’m sorry

[Verse 2]

We cycle back, despite the fact that it’s lightning fast

Only time could tell, but time without you is hell

Let’s try it over again and maybe this time prevail

Set sail to an island to grow old and pale

Sienarra to yesterday for the better days of tomorrow

Honor your every wish like Calypso and it’s no bother

Infinite ‘mounts of wishes, no hidden intent for karma

I repent all your sins and dispense them inside the lava

Boilin’ up from the love, oh boy this is like a drug

Let’s pop some oxycodone, stop being stones in the mud

A feelin as if you’re free, euphoric immortally

But when you start coming down, pain rushes in horribly

Reality sets in, we’re back to stressin again

You can’t allude from your doom – using hallucinogens

So screw with the mess and pressure, this weather is gettin’ heavier

Wrote a shit load of letters, gotta get it to the messenger

[Chorus]

Before I drowned

Shit I’m going down (shit)

Get high – myself, drunk – myself

Cause really there’s nothing else, cause nothing helps

Yeah bitch, you’re killin me

Yeah bitch, you’re killin me

Killin’ me softly, yeah I guess that it cost me

I just wanted to come and say I’m sorry

[Verse 3]

I have no defense against the waters, fuck it

Now I’m scooping buckets to cut it from flooding

I’m caught up and stuck in this predicament, I’m thinkin’ something caused it

But how could a woman so flawless be the cause of all this

Shit, I’m tossing and turnin’, I think I’m sinkin

I’m blacking out, I really don’t know what the fuck I’m drinkin’

I’m gasping now, I can’t seem to grasp air, my lungs fill with liquid

I choke on my own vomit from the sea sickness

You’ll see me at the shipwreck

On the couch, hungover, look like a big mess

Washed up on the river banks

Not even knowing how much shit I drank

[Chorus]

I was driftin’

Yeah I was driftin’ (yeah)

Get high – myself, drunk – myself

Cause really there’s nothing else, cause nothing helps

Yeah bitch, you’re killin me

Yeah bitch, you’re killin me

Killin’ me softly, yeah I guess that it cost me

I just wanted to come and say I’m sorry

[Outro]

Say that I’m sorry, for all the shit I’ve done (2x)